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Bookends

by Septacy

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1.
Bookends 00:49
2.
Armistice 03:34
The face of fear has beckoned all A foreboding, faceless, cold expression An arraignment forcing peace With an attempt to keep us from aggression As we sit and contemplate Our state of being, how we’re living Sinister plans have taken root and are ever pulling Never giving Don’t concede Hold You and your kin can’t be forced to give in If your battle begins with a mind sharpened by you heart Change your fate Submission will blind you Emancipate from the contracts that bind you The feeding hand has lost its grip But our throats will keep on tightening if we slip If we starve At least we’ll carve A warning for new generations But for now we’ll carry arms And protect our souls from degradation You and your kin can’t be forced to give in If your battle begins with a mind sharpened by you heart For it’s a start and in time We’ll teach our children about peace But this is war Eyes on the future Settle the score Love is much deeper than any man’s pocket When liberty lends luxury to liars who then lock it Down with the pursuit of truth, the ability to persist When you have fight the be human When you have to fight to exist Rip the tape right off of your mouth Feel how breathing keeps you living While you lift your weighted problems Open up and shout it out Break out of your silent prison Your ambitions aren’t yet riven With our spirits never faltered, we won’t fail
3.
Polaris 03:31
Look ahead. What do you see? Colors surrounding me. They fly and they bounce with such personality but make your point and they cease to be. There's something in the air. Visible but barely there. We're in this together; this chaos; this new despair. And now it seems, we won't be freed. Eyes dilate Concentrate Receive the spectrum that portrays your fate. Ones and twos Reds and blues You'd better get used to this room. I'm not the one who's seen the beings in the sky burning and turning their days into nights. Bending the space inside these solid walls, they've pulled me in and let me fall. Who am I? Why do my thoughts and my desires shine right through the light, but they don't look like my reflection? Days and nights I spent on being what I thought was right, but right or wrong, it doesn't matter when you've lost your fight. You were there right by my side. But we will divide. They'll part the sea between what was you and I, but clear is this sea that took me from you, so your face I'll see and you'll see mine too. Hold on for now. I've never seen this place before and it welcomes me with false intentions, interventions. But believe me, if there's something more, we'll do our best to suffocate its chances, light our matches. Hold on for now.
4.
7 8 9 04:23
There’s a world unseen Just beyond perception Inhabited by horrors And manufactured beasts Sift through rust and decay, Praying that I'll be okay. This place is so familiar, (Scream into the silence, darkness all around us) Its space is cold and vacant (Bring a map to lead us, shine a light between us) But I've got this awful feeling (This is not a coffin, death is not an option) There's something in here with me. (I am just an Outcast, staring at the contrast) Claws and limbs reaching forth What did I come here for? Empty streets with no names (Can't go in and you can't go back) A darkened city changing shape. (Lightless days) I close my eyes and try to catch the breath that I've been holding, clinging to the light as vicious darkness is approaching… And for a moment I forget I'm here, so far away from you. (and these dark alleys almost feel like home) If there's a method to this madness, I don't think I want to know. Losing my sanity Break these chains, set me free. If my body’s just a vessel, go on and tear me limb from limb. This world is just a fire we are fueling. Crimson hands round my throat Rip the flesh from my bones. Tortured souls in the walls Take my life- end it all. Empty streets with no names A darkened city filled with pain.
5.
Soft speak from quiet lips. Mirroring my fingerprints. Knees bruised from when you fell, and I swore I’d catch you. Will I catch you? You tell me. The trees extend a hand to help you up again. And now we flip through play books, bite the fish hook, lead the lives of love at first look, only to starve in the end. “It’s all your fault,” you tell me, from a far off sea where you won’t hear this melody. You took yourself from me, and now I drift among your sea. I did not know I should be afraid. But my grave has grown so cold and blue without your rose. And when I fall to hell, will you catch me? You tell me.
6.
I gazed into her vastness Each star like a child, wandering in blackness. It was there at the steps She greeted me with a kiss That singed my lips With calm and quiet fire. The sound waved softer. The flames burnt brighter. She took me Farther from home than I'd ever be, Knee deep in cotton candy clouds On the horizon- At the edge of every sunset. She led me inside. Projections of love and war surround me. The tides of time Measured in tiny life-times- Were shown on each wall Like holy tapestries. With the truth of it all teasing in my periphery. All is a dream. Realistic as it seems, We are all just clever liars. The soul of love, Smiling softly as it does, Moved through the place. Light beaming and breaking calmly, The scent of flower gardens, The sound of water falling Made the thought drop: “All is an accident, all is beautiful.” All is forgiven in the ecstasy. Ascending the pain and pleasure Of harmony, I closed my eyes and peace profoundly came over me like gentle waves washing on shores to new lands where I find her smiling. Tender and kind, She kissed me awake. All is a dream. Realistic as it seems, We are all just clever liars. Truth sets one free Difficult as it may be. For now we are as moths climbing fires Then, in violent bursts, She spurred me. Reveling in the revealing Of ultimate reality, The Truth devoured me And left me whirling. I laughed and I cried till surely I did neither. It’s all a dream realistic as it seems. The Truth will set us free- We, as moths, one with the fire. Bright and brilliant As this palace in the stars. For now We are all just clever liars.
7.
Would you please grant the honor and dance with me? as we breathe as we breathe we fill our lungs with the fire from our own tongues taken from the giving tree dance with me dance with me Spoil yourself with all that feels right. Leave behind day to day for a night. Abandon reason and deny God the satisfaction of being correct for once. two hearts beating two souls singing two mouths Breathing in Breath out the clouds surround us Lie down we meet again Stars out we lay inside my Bedroom beneath our sky Okay I need to take a breather. The air is so thin atop this mountain of sin. I see the clouds beneath us. It’s a long way down. We won’t risk the fall if we just climb higher. breathe in… breathe in.
8.
10/11 03:52
We were strangers You looked at me dripping with IV and I, so naive could not see. On your way out You wrote to me with ink from the Atlantic sea that for her I would mirror thee. Well crystal dew clings to the street and the smoke lingers in the rug beneath with silver skies, and blue-grey eyes. Angel Time flies and takes with him your heart against her childish head. I’d crack the bell that gave him his wings. She had purpose, but could not find it among the days of countless sunsets. You’ll be ok I begged her to stay, but my plea was not heard that day. The guilt is mine either way. And that was when I fled out to the staircase, blood inflating my face, bright and red and shaking in place. I held her hand to hide my disgrace. When until then we’d slept in peace and shared the bruises on our knees ‘neath trees and towers far from me. She had purpose but could not find it. Her tears left puddles for me to drown in. I’m on my knees in a pew of disease throat exposed looking up past the trees to see your face, a warm embrace. I’m not the one to recreate that late, lost love she so desperately needs. So please, I beg you, give it back. We were strangers
9.
Six, twelve, six-teen and all that I want is there in your eyes An angel in flashing lights. Hold my hand. We’ll steal the night. We were sixteen. You opened my heart with your smile A world I’d been taught to deny. Kiss me, love, as we die. You'd always say the we only have each other, but life isn't so black and white. I'm not your victim, no, I'm not your martyr. I'm just what you think is not right. I thought we could use a night out dancing out loud. Alone, we’re the kings of the crowd. Hold me close. We’ll steal the night. You said we would get all those years. Triumphs and tears. Dreams we’d make into our lives. Hold on, love. Don’t say good-bye. I'm writing my panicked goodbyes A departure so sudden and soon. Too soon. Six, twelve, six-teen and all that I want is there in your eyes An angel in flashing lights. Hold my hand. We’ll steal the night.
10.
Vice Versa 03:06
Let me drink from my pan Like the dog you’ve made of me Sub par sustenance But what do I know of greed? Just do your job. Make the choice to let them pull your strings. As you sing of your sincere struggle My song is the song unsung As I drown in ash and rubble Will these words carry from my tongue? You'll testify, thrown to lions as you plead. You take your time And so steal mine A corrupt design You’ll destroy my kind Sickness ascends as we move toward the end Health on decline as they tear down our shrine Inside of the holes Where we conscript the souls And shepard the lost As they weep at the cost They will never be saved From the anguish they’ve made And the people they bury And the sins that they carry You'll testify, thrown to lions as you plead.
11.
Verbatim 06:29
The first voice I heard was the wailing of the wind Banging on the entry door, begging me to let him in Then came the crash, a blinding yellow flash A feeling that you try to share but no one thinks to ask And when the rain began to pour with a sadness never felt before Like heaven wept for something more A bleeding heart, an open door And I tried to be a whisper but thoughts weigh less when bodies blister I saw the ground beneath my feet become a man with jagged teeth Whose words were ones of broken beats Singing songs I couldn't sing along And you were a fire A blinding ball of entropy bound in copper wire And I am just a silhouette of something once desired Then the blank spaces above our heads grew bolder every day How good is a word if it's a word you cannot say Perhaps they were just chords we never learned to play I guess that's kind of funny in a way I guess it's kind of funny in a way I was a blade of grass the storm would carry through the concrete tomb I felt as weightless as the selfless things that we so often do I've spent seventeen years denying that I have a soul Now I feel like I can fly but only ‘cause I've lost control I'm a tired man, I've reached the end of my confession If death is all a plan then maybe life is just concession Now I've become the words that cross our minds when payment's due And I don't wanna die but that's what our conversations do I can't even save you or maybe I don't want to. A wrinkle in my heart. Season, the season's changing swiftly. The wind is turning with me. And I know that you won't. If all I am is all I'll ever be, won't you forgive me Consider it a compliment if I forget you, at least I'm willing
12.
Oasis 04:34
We are all traveling monks in a vast desert. Cast out at sand sea, lost in wonder. Though it’s lonely and barren, we sometimes reach an oasis where we stay or set off for new places. We cherish the moments our paths cross, because we’ve been walking for so long. Even though we’ve all been lost we forget all that’s wrong and dance under sky fire. Then we find after a night of love, laughter, and life- the sunrise steals us back to our journey like breaths taken in the haste and hurry of our minds forging experience into memory. With each new face, in every kindness and grace- A new idea has taken residence in your heart and mind- Where they live forever in your words and in your eyes and cast love into the empty till their fear and pain subside. Filling other’s cups, soon you’ll find- You are the oasis, the Promised Land in this desert of mine. Take care, love. Though the sand atop the hourglass thins, Know time spent was time taken. With lips cracked and split, We sit searching skies For respite. What Truth is this? Such brightness.
13.
Caina 04:31
Is this reality? Is this my world? Or is my mind projecting all of its concerns? The air is heavy now, too thick to breathe. And the weight on my shoulders, it drags me, it drags me deep down below I curse at the mirror and hate it for what it shows. She never had a choice. Living in silence, my heart beats a quiet rhythm of regret waiting to sleep. Take my life for hers. Glowing red my skin Burns she sleeps in the ground humming silent sounds in a coffin laced up and canvas-bound Bath with blade in hand Water clear now painted Red she met the sidewalk fast she’d learned living lasts now her life remains just in the past Take my life for hers Take my life for hers She made friends with the voices in the walls and the frames in the halls they laughed in her face but she didn't seem to care. Now they mourn her loss and I hear their cries through the glass as I pass. Let her be? It can't be. It should be me.
14.
I don't know what's going on. Everyone around me is on their knees. As they close their eyes they speak as one. Is the road ahead of me predetermined to go uphill? I hope so yet I barely grasp the concept. I thought he’d weep for us but it never rains where I live. Like the clouds who’ve given up on the flowers, my body rests while my mind dries up, evaporates. And my hollowed shell is left to rot. Oh brothers of mine what differences of ours will truly shine far brighter than our souls? The bookends of birth and death keep us in the middle. Our stories read and closed now rest all on the same shelf. Teach me to love, then grade my performance. In this room of tests and wooden desks we’re taught to embrace the feelings of our brothers as that of our own We’re one in the same Yet we exchange shame Like it's currency Throw away everything Am I as broken as you make me feel? Am I as broken as the evidence suggests? Is this what love is? A conditional high? A privilege for when you comply? Our souls reached out to each other but our bodies denied their request. A severed connection cut through to the bone where I once put my hand on your face has dried up all alone. (Oh something) Make the pain go away (Anything) Make the pain go away (Anything) I'll do anything this pain we all share make it please go away You say we need justice through to the end but isn’t justice just justified revenge? Why are my hands ‘round your throat? They may as well be a rope and my body the ceiling from which you hang. There's no end to the violence we see One day we’ll teach our children about peace But until then eyes on the future settle the score Break out of your silent prison Our ambitions aren’t yet riven When our spirits come together we won’t fail

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released April 14, 2017

Nick Redmond - Vocals, Guitar
Zachary Ellis - Guitar, Vocals
Justin Vanegas - Bass, Additional Guitar, Vocals
Ricky Marasigan - Piano and Keyboard
Jason Bolich - Drums, Additional Guitar, Percussion, Keyboard, Mandolin

Special Guests:

Judy Cruces - Violin, Vocals
Alan Chen - Violin
Ted Seitz - Viola
Austin Graham - Cello
Michael Booker - Tenor Saxophone, Flute
Noah Ortiz - Bass Trombone
Maia "MJoy" Wiitala - Vocals

Produced and Engineered by Justin Alquist and Jason Bolich
Mixed by Justin Vanegas
Mastered by Jonathan Devoto
Recorded at Dirt Room Studios in El Cerrito, A Cabin In The Woods, and Wherever The Hell Else We Could Find

Artwork by Bailey Zindel

Words and Music by Septacy
Additional lyrics Provided by Cameron Cheney and Zach Greathouse

Dedicated to Stephen Bolich

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